strum
thesinger
thelyrics
thechords
themelody
foryou
you're
my song.
it's been so long.
i never had a chance to play this for you.
cos everytime the music starts,
i always cannot go with the tune.
and then you went away,
now the lyrics seem to stray.
so how can i not love you?
when i live just for you.
you took away the heart in me,
that once beat in harmony.
now, i am torn apart,
feeling unemotional somehow.
sometimes, i can't help but cry.
i miss the way we used to be.
and the sad part,
the song i made,
is just a music that will fade.
and the reasonis you.


*OnaMaiwA*
Shu Fang a.k.a Fang Fang
*geNdeR*
joSei
*aGe*
hImiTsu
*d.o.b*
12th jAn
*LoVe*
KazOku & HDz & Friends of coz!
*wIshLiSt*
- Driving License
- Go Japan/Korea/Aust/China
- My own CAR VW yellow colour
- Fujitsu Laptop
- Levis Jeans/tee
- Hong Kong trip
- DKNY watch
- Perm Hair?
- A new wallet!

but everythingmeans nothing.
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
visit clinic
hai~ today went back to Day Spring again. Cause my lips still have this numb feeling~now is itchy feeling! Dr Tan ask me stop one of the medication Dr Lisa have gave me after changing the medicine. (-_-") yesterday lips swollen like hotdog! Like in those comedy show, hotdogs on lips. Now I am experiencing this. Very painful k! Shan saw it, and almost she took the pic of it. Swollen lips was due to the antibiotics which I am allegy to. So now in my wallet have the name of the drug I am allergy to. Augmentin aka curam aka amocla aka amoclav. So Dr Lisa changed my antibiotic. Now my skin is better, no pus, but then skin still red red~ Tomorrow morning going back to check again. Sian man~ Keep changing medicine. Body cannot take it, Dr Tan told me the medicine which Dr Lisa gave to me, might be to strong for me. When I went to see Dr Lisa on monday, she saw my skin already knew it must be for a period of time. She told me I must take antibiotics, then I look at my mom. Then I ask Dr Lisa can I don't take antibitics. She say can, but then will take a longer time. If don't heal, I need to go to hospital, as my condition was already at the secondary stage. All started with because of that GOD DAMN EXPIRED ANTICEPTIC LOTION. Really leant my lesson man. NEVER EVER USE anything that is unknown and don't assume anything!!! Today woke up at 2.30am to take medicine, 6.30am also take medicine. Woke up at 11am plus and chat with Peiling and my classmate who was on MC today. Then at 12.30pm went back to sleep, maybe due to the medicine I took make me drowsy. Woke up at 4.48pm.
I cannot make it to japanese class today already, cause my class starts at 5.30pm. So I msg Junel not going for class today. Haiz (-_-Zz) Saturday need to go for make-up class. 9am~11am at T2121 Ehara Sensei!!! I still like Ehara Sensei because she taught me Japanese for 2 yrs!! From a person who don't understand Japanese till one can speak and write japanese. Really need to Thank her! Sensei~ honto ni arrigatou gozaimasu!!!
Just clean my skin with the lotion Dr Lisa gave and applied the cream. Now going to bed, later 3am need to wake up and take my medication!
Take care people!!
*Shan: Thanks for accompany me to clinic yesterday! Take Care!!*
Fang Fang :+: Love On :+: 10:11:00 pm
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i've waitedall my life.

