strum
thesinger
thelyrics
thechords
themelody
foryou
you're
my song.
it's been so long.
i never had a chance to play this for you.
cos everytime the music starts,
i always cannot go with the tune.
and then you went away,
now the lyrics seem to stray.
so how can i not love you?
when i live just for you.
you took away the heart in me,
that once beat in harmony.
now, i am torn apart,
feeling unemotional somehow.
sometimes, i can't help but cry.
i miss the way we used to be.
and the sad part,
the song i made,
is just a music that will fade.
and the reasonis you.


*OnaMaiwA*
Shu Fang a.k.a Fang Fang
*geNdeR*
joSei
*aGe*
hImiTsu
*d.o.b*
12th jAn
*LoVe*
KazOku & HDz & Friends of coz!
*wIshLiSt*
- Driving License
- Go Japan/Korea/Aust/China
- My own CAR VW yellow colour
- Fujitsu Laptop
- Levis Jeans/tee
- Hong Kong trip
- DKNY watch
- Perm Hair?
- A new wallet!

but everythingmeans nothing.
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
1st time stay at Hospital
First of all, I would really like to Thanks HDz for visiting me during my stay at Changi General Hospital. Really first time exprience man. Thanks Shan and min for the Pooh Bear ballon! Reen, really thanks a million for accompany to hospital on Monday. Really Thank You! Thanks for being there, when the doctor draw my blood... Now my hands got 4 holes. But not painful now. That day the pain really is killing me! I will NEVER NEVER EVER wanna be admitted to a hospital!! One time experience is enough!!! No More!!! Went to see doc on sunday, later got worst. Monday went back and afternoon admitted to hospital and stayed for 2 days. Blood test and on drip and x-ray and see specialist. Blood result was out yesterday. Everything alright, liver working, kidney result abit lower then others, high not good. So I just take that my kidneys are good. Urine test all ok. Really really happening for me this stage. All the nurses are very kind and friendly. Happy to know one of the attachment nurse from NYP. Her name is Tan Ting Jia. Today was very very drowsy. Keep sleeping maybe due to the medication. Sleep throughout the night unlike yesterday. I slept till my breakfast milo cold liao. Today lunch had porridge with vegetables and herbal chicken. Nice nice, the food not bad lah... I finished all the food. =p
Really new starting point for me after this incident. Now will really treasure my health! I notice my face will get more red during evening time.Today cried when I was taking dinner when my mom told me, my face getting red and swollen again. It really hurts me when I heard that. Then my mom asked me not to cry. Cannot let the illness beat me down. I must stay STRONG!! Once again, Thank You for visiting me. Von, Thanks for the call. Don't worry about me! I will be fine and back to my pretty face again! (^_^)
Thank you! God Bless You All!!
Fang Fang :+: Love On :+: 10:08:00 pm
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i've waitedall my life.

