strum
thesinger
thelyrics
thechords
themelody
foryou
you're
my song.
it's been so long.
i never had a chance to play this for you.
cos everytime the music starts,
i always cannot go with the tune.
and then you went away,
now the lyrics seem to stray.
so how can i not love you?
when i live just for you.
you took away the heart in me,
that once beat in harmony.
now, i am torn apart,
feeling unemotional somehow.
sometimes, i can't help but cry.
i miss the way we used to be.
and the sad part,
the song i made,
is just a music that will fade.
and the reasonis you.


*OnaMaiwA*
Shu Fang a.k.a Fang Fang
*geNdeR*
joSei
*aGe*
hImiTsu
*d.o.b*
12th jAn
*LoVe*
KazOku & HDz & Friends of coz!
*wIshLiSt*
- Driving License
- Go Japan/Korea/Aust/China
- My own CAR VW yellow colour
- Fujitsu Laptop
- Levis Jeans/tee
- Hong Kong trip
- DKNY watch
- Perm Hair?
- A new wallet!

but everythingmeans nothing.
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
Updating Time for 1mth~ Part 1
Hey hey~! Back in blogging again~! heehee... Sorry for not updating my blog. Is not I don't want to update, is just that whenever I want to log in... I always have trouble logging in. Fed up with it, so just left it alone till now! Cause have so much to write! This blog going to a LONG one. So bear with me! [n_n]
Hmm... where should I start from?
Went 2 rounds of the preparation JLPT class, first round on 8,9,10,12th Nov'04 and second round on 25,26,29,30th Nov'04. Did total of 7yrs paper. Pass and Fail in these few papers.
On 1st Dec'04 went out with Reen and Shan, went to OG walk walk and try on heels and also hunt for the Mango Ice which I read from I weekly. Its nice the Mango Ice! Next time bring my mom there~
On 2nd Dec'04 Von was BACK! Met up with her with shan and reen at Parkway Building. Sat at the Mac Cafe and chit chat with her. Cried that night as I had no idea what to do after my poly life... Thankz Reen, Shan and Von for giving me advice and also lending me your ears...
On 5th Dec'04, studied the whole night just to prepare myself for the Japanese Language Profiency Test(JLPT) Level4. Saw my sis's colleague Sharon after the paper, chat with her for a while and went to catch my Bus 2 head down to Changi Village to try the famous Nasi Lemak, which I queued for about 40mins for a plate of chicken nasi lemak. After that head back home, didn't meet up with Von as I was totally DEAD BEAT. Sleep from 3pm to 10.30pm then around 2am went back to sleep again... ZZZZzzz..
Went shopping with Reen and Von on 6th Dec'04, went to Penisula Plaza first than met Micheal Hantanto and went to Orchard after that. Went to Shaw House to get Reen's Levis jeans but then end up at Tangs Levis as Shaw House one last piece. Ate green apple ice cream! Yummy! After that head down to Far East to look for Caroline. When Caroline saw Von, she so excited that she almost cried! hahaa... walked around at Far East then at 7pm went to Orchard MRT station to look for Eric and gang to celebrate Eric's 19th Birthday. Ate dinner at Taka Coffee Club. I ate baked pasta and chocolate vondo, went to Esplade HARRY'S after trying luck no luck in Indochine and ChinaBlack. Drank Shriley's Temple which is a mocktail. Took a cab home with Rory and Sheena.
On 9th Dec'04 went for my FYP interview at school, reached school at 9am and did some amendments here and there while waiting for the panel to arrive and also to wait for my group turn. My friend(Su Su) and I waited for about 2hrs and it was our turn. There were 4 lecturers, 3 men and 1 lady. The lady looked unfriendly~ =x The panel were quite interested in our project and they want a softcopy of our improved version. They mention can be in used for the SPCARE, those speacial student who are mute... If I didn't rememeber wrongly. They told us to imrpoved on our games and animation and the wording for the song. Felt relief after the interview caused one of my member was sick on that day and there were only 2 of us to handle the panel.
After the interview, went to IKEA to have lunch with Aunty Aw(aka Carina). Ate the combo meal which compromises of steak,tea/coffe,soup with bun for $10.80. The soup was Cream of Brocoli. Milky green colour~ looks weird but taste alright! Carina and I was thinking of ideas when we were walking around at IKEA and out of a sudden we know what to do for christmas present. So we bought some glassware for trial for the gifts. *so guys, you all know where I got your present from~ xp * ^the one and only one from Fang². CopyRight!
After IKEA, went to Brasbasah to look for paint but out of stock most of the colours. Bought a packet of gold STARs back for the christmas idea. After that head down to Bugis window shopping and end up at the neoprint shop! haha~ Took photo with Aunty Aw! Two 'tai tai' taking photos... hahaha... will post them up~
On 10th Dec'04, went to look for my Pink Adidas cap but then sold out already at Bugis Junction, Suntec, Citylink branches. Took picture at Raffles City with Von and Pooh Bear! Went to look for min at Esplade who she is with her gang of BOY friends. Took some photo of night scenery of S'pore and suddenly it rained heavily that we were trap at under the bridge. Took a cab home from City Hall.
On 16th Dec'04, my mom went to China and on 18th Dec'04 went to the airport to pick my second brother up back from France for about 3weeks break. Went with his GF to pick him, she drove my Dad's car. Waited at the airport for an hour for him to come out. The next day(19/12/04) had steamboat with my family! Went to market with my dad to get the ingredients. My dad cooked his 'NA SHOU' BLACK PEPPER CRAB!! *drool* My 2 brothers, my dad, my sis-in-law and I ate tom yam steamboat and drank a few glasses of red wine which my brother bought back from France except for my sis-in-law, she can't take any alcohol cause she's pregenant. The handmade chocolate which my brother bought back was simply DELICIOUS!!! And at the same time it's expensive too! 1KG is Euro$55 which is S$100++!
My brother simply looked like a sales man back from France~ because his friend came over and my brother showed him Cigar he brought back and introduced him which is nice etc... and also tell us what chocolates are nice and also recommend red wines to my eldest brother. As for me, I chat with my sis-in-law and told her all my problems I'm facing with and told her about what are the things I planning to do after graduating... She's a good listener and also gives very good advice! Felt better after talking to her... This is the first time I told someone so much things in my family. I don't even talk so much to my sister about my problem or even to mention my brothers. My sis-in-law told me, if I'm having trouble with my mom, can just tell my brother to help me tell my mom...
My dad asked me to called you guys(HDz) to come over my place to have steamboat. First person called was Min and her reply is "Who going ah?Pai seh if nobody go..." Fine~ then I called Shan's home, her mama said she's at work. So I called Reen next, as usual she didn't pick up her handphone. Then I called Hui and asked if she want to come to my place. Hui returned my call and said she's coming down after her work. Min message me after a few mins and was quite angry with what she wrote "I don't mind you 'da pao' for me" then I just replied her "No delivery service"
Hui & her darling came over, Hui didn't inform me that he is coming too. I was surprised when I saw Hui and Ric. Hui had her dinner at my place and chit chat after that, then I chase them off, as the next day my lesson starts at 8am and I need to wake up at 6am+.(Sorry to chase you guys off~ SOrry! =P)
Fang Fang :+: Love On :+: 9:29:00 pm
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i've waitedall my life.

