strum
thesinger
thelyrics
thechords
themelody
foryou
you're
my song.
it's been so long.
i never had a chance to play this for you.
cos everytime the music starts,
i always cannot go with the tune.
and then you went away,
now the lyrics seem to stray.
so how can i not love you?
when i live just for you.
you took away the heart in me,
that once beat in harmony.
now, i am torn apart,
feeling unemotional somehow.
sometimes, i can't help but cry.
i miss the way we used to be.
and the sad part,
the song i made,
is just a music that will fade.
and the reasonis you.


*OnaMaiwA*
Shu Fang a.k.a Fang Fang
*geNdeR*
joSei
*aGe*
hImiTsu
*d.o.b*
12th jAn
*LoVe*
KazOku & HDz & Friends of coz!
*wIshLiSt*
- Driving License
- Go Japan/Korea/Aust/China
- My own CAR VW yellow colour
- Fujitsu Laptop
- Levis Jeans/tee
- Hong Kong trip
- DKNY watch
- Perm Hair?
- A new wallet!

but everythingmeans nothing.
Friday, October 28, 2005
Am Back
Hello peeps.... Am back after abt 1 mth not blogging?? Nothing to write abt so did not type them out. Recently have a BIG blow, now still recovering bit by bit... cried for 3hours... think back of it.. kind a silly of me... but then it meant that it really has hurt my heart.... now thinking back, tears are flowing again....
Don't want to share much, as not to hurt myself again. Will always respect and love that person who have hurt me even though. From that incident, have done some thinking, am I wrong or he just don't get what I want in my future? Shld I follow my heart or follow his wish? But I still stand firm in what I want to have and be in years to come. I believe in myself that I can prove it to him that I can do it.
I might be struggling the coming years, but I will win the battle eventually. I can already picture myself in 5 years time down the road. Becoming an adult is really not an easy task, really admire those who can become an adult with no worries or troubles. Just hope you guys can understand what I am doing, just give me your morale support, shoulder or a listening ear when I need them. I will be very greatful. Hope you guys can accept who I am going to be in the future. Friends Forever. Thanks Shan for listening to me that day on the phone. Have chat with min and asked her abt the matter, now is no longer an issue with me. Thank You!
PS: Pls try to understand me if I am avoiding some of the ppl or even HDz. Cause I need some space for me to do some serious thinking or what so ever. My heart is aching when I type each word. But this is what my mind is thinking. I am now saying Sorry first, in case in the future I really did hurt any of you in the years to come. Think I am now not the usual Fang², I don't know... Maybe I really need to get away from city and hide in one small part of the world and do some reflaction and thinking. Any way, I LOVE You GUYS! Reen miss you LOTS!! Von you too!!
Fang Fang :+: Love On :+: 7:57:00 pm
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i've waitedall my life.

