strum
thesinger
thelyrics
thechords
themelody
foryou
you're
my song.
it's been so long.
i never had a chance to play this for you.
cos everytime the music starts,
i always cannot go with the tune.
and then you went away,
now the lyrics seem to stray.
so how can i not love you?
when i live just for you.
you took away the heart in me,
that once beat in harmony.
now, i am torn apart,
feeling unemotional somehow.
sometimes, i can't help but cry.
i miss the way we used to be.
and the sad part,
the song i made,
is just a music that will fade.
and the reasonis you.


*OnaMaiwA*
Shu Fang a.k.a Fang Fang
*geNdeR*
joSei
*aGe*
hImiTsu
*d.o.b*
12th jAn
*LoVe*
KazOku & HDz & Friends of coz!
*wIshLiSt*
- Driving License
- Go Japan/Korea/Aust/China
- My own CAR VW yellow colour
- Fujitsu Laptop
- Levis Jeans/tee
- Hong Kong trip
- DKNY watch
- Perm Hair?
- A new wallet!

but everythingmeans nothing.
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
2006!!
Happy New Year everyone!! Is not abit too late right?? haha~~ Did not update blog cause don't have the energy to blog, was sick. What a year to start off with, down with throat infection, sore throat, fever, cough plus running nose... HAIs!! Can say sick for a year bah, cause sick for a few days already before new year eve... hmm...
Did not count down with any of my friends this year. Had a very quiet one, very surprising! Went to meet up with HDz outside MOS, saw the damn LONG queue! Queue for abt an hr and still not moving then told shan I going back, cause not feeling well, having fever at that time and also not making and sense out of it by queuing outside where there are TONS of ppl... Rather sit at home, my comfortable cozy place watch tv and eating something.
Took bus home and bought some food back frm Dunman FC then watched taiwan channel then watch Jet Li movie. When it was already 12am, i didn't even know! Too engrossed in the movie, haha.. called meng ni they all and wished them Happy New Year then can tell there were lots of them, all of them shouted together wishing me happy new year. By that time, I had totally lost my voice, couldn't sleep that particular night, cause my throat was killing me, I can't sleep!
Monday went to see doctor at the market, not the usual one I went too. Cause they only opened on the 3rd of jan, I can't wait any longer so went to SIA clinic. Waited for an hr plus then my turn!!! Told the doctor that I cough till chest pain, gasping for breath then he took a long time listening to my breathing. Now am on antibiotics and cough syrup and running nose pills. So don't think can eat anything or DRINK during my chalet as I am on medication~ the medicine makes me sleepy and I keep on sleeping and sleeping.. So peeps, when U guys called me and I sound sleepy or blurr, meaning that I just took my medication. My chalet not much ppl turning up, poly sch mates only a few, attachment one a few... but its alright, as long as there are close friends and my family with me... even though my mom is in malaysia.
See ya guys during my chalet, don't think will be updating till my chalet is over. Abit lazy and also due to the medication. Tata... time to take my medicine!! Sick girl here... =s
Fang Fang :+: Love On :+: 1:01:00 pm
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i've waitedall my life.

