strum
thesinger
thelyrics
thechords
themelody
foryou
you're
my song.
it's been so long.
i never had a chance to play this for you.
cos everytime the music starts,
i always cannot go with the tune.
and then you went away,
now the lyrics seem to stray.
so how can i not love you?
when i live just for you.
you took away the heart in me,
that once beat in harmony.
now, i am torn apart,
feeling unemotional somehow.
sometimes, i can't help but cry.
i miss the way we used to be.
and the sad part,
the song i made,
is just a music that will fade.
and the reasonis you.
*OnaMaiwA*
Shu Fang a.k.a Fang Fang
*geNdeR*
joSei
*aGe*
hImiTsu
*d.o.b*
12th jAn
*LoVe*
KazOku & HDz & Friends of coz!
*wIshLiSt*
- Driving License
- Go Japan/Korea/Aust/China
- My own CAR VW yellow colour
- Fujitsu Laptop
- Levis Jeans/tee
- Hong Kong trip
- DKNY watch
- Perm Hair?
- A new wallet!
but everythingmeans nothing.
Thursday, March 09, 2006
Bad Bad Day
Yesterday I almost ended up in hospital~ Woke up in the afternoon and after my lunch, the whole thing started.... starting to feel the cramp and I was having cold sweat... face started to turn pale and whole body totally no strength at all. I rest on the floor and ask my cousin to get me the hot water bottle to be placed on my stomach.... then I started to vomit... everything from my stomach... I was really rolling around coz the pain was OMG!!!! Wanted to call my mom but she's in MALAYSIA!! Asked my cousin to call my sis but she's working and she ask my cousin to get me some warm water and some pills but I did not take the pill coz I was sure I will vomit it out. Like I said, the water I drank within few mins is out again.
My dad came home and found me lying on the floor, face pale and he asked me if I want to go hospital, but I told him no, I just want to go and normal doc and told him the clinic I went opens at 6pm. So waited and went to the clinic. The doc was not ard yet till after I came out from the toilet. Took a jab and the doc suggested to me to go hospital for a check-up since I always have such serious cramp. The medicines that he gave I did not consume coz the pain was gone. I just needed the jab. Once back home, vommited again till I hardly breath, was gasping for breath and my heart hurts. Tears rolling down my cheeks. After that went to sleep or shld I say knock-out?? Coz I was so so tired, I needed my dad and my cousin to help me to the car. Woke up ard 9.40pm then went to take a shower and took my porridge which was cooked by my cousin and sort of chat with hui through sms.
Now here I am, typing out what I've experienced yesterday... the pain was really killing me. Now I'm alright, just that still feels tired and so does my legs and my stomach. Can't eat complicated things, just normal porridge and soup. Last night whip up a veg.soup in the middle of the night coz wanting something hot. That's all.
Fang Fang :+: Love On :+: 1:54:00 pm
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i've waitedall my life.
