strum
thesinger
thelyrics
thechords
themelody
foryou
you're
my song.
it's been so long.
i never had a chance to play this for you.
cos everytime the music starts,
i always cannot go with the tune.
and then you went away,
now the lyrics seem to stray.
so how can i not love you?
when i live just for you.
you took away the heart in me,
that once beat in harmony.
now, i am torn apart,
feeling unemotional somehow.
sometimes, i can't help but cry.
i miss the way we used to be.
and the sad part,
the song i made,
is just a music that will fade.
and the reasonis you.


*OnaMaiwA*
Shu Fang a.k.a Fang Fang
*geNdeR*
joSei
*aGe*
hImiTsu
*d.o.b*
12th jAn
*LoVe*
KazOku & HDz & Friends of coz!
*wIshLiSt*
- Driving License
- Go Japan/Korea/Aust/China
- My own CAR VW yellow colour
- Fujitsu Laptop
- Levis Jeans/tee
- Hong Kong trip
- DKNY watch
- Perm Hair?
- A new wallet!

but everythingmeans nothing.
Sunday, March 19, 2006
Decision
Think have made up my mind. Chat with lots of ppl last night, and I think I will go not go for the Japanese company and I can forsee I will be very STRESS and the pay is very little. I do not want to end up in hospital again, cause my that illness last time can be caused by STRESS too.
Haha~ just had my self-prepared dinner and had a scolding from my dad over dinner. I will just stand firm on what I think is right. Will just treat it as he is just singing a song which keep repeating that few lines over and over again.
Life is short and I want to make it a happy one. Not a troubled and worried one. I have made my decision. =D Had a sleepless night, then today wake up nearly noon time, checked email and do laundry washing. Washed my comfortor and the clothings, 2 rounds then sweeped and mopped the floor. Haven't clean my room yet so does my cupboard, cause now my clothings are now sort of in a mess.
Everything will slowly take its place, I know it will. So I wouldn't be lost again. The feeling of beng lost is not very good. Think now is my worst journey of my life now. But will slowly overcome it.
Fang Fang :+: Love On :+: 7:39:00 pm
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i've waitedall my life.

