strum
thesinger
thelyrics
thechords
themelody
foryou
you're
my song.
it's been so long.
i never had a chance to play this for you.
cos everytime the music starts,
i always cannot go with the tune.
and then you went away,
now the lyrics seem to stray.
so how can i not love you?
when i live just for you.
you took away the heart in me,
that once beat in harmony.
now, i am torn apart,
feeling unemotional somehow.
sometimes, i can't help but cry.
i miss the way we used to be.
and the sad part,
the song i made,
is just a music that will fade.
and the reasonis you.
*OnaMaiwA*
Shu Fang a.k.a Fang Fang
*geNdeR*
joSei
*aGe*
hImiTsu
*d.o.b*
12th jAn
*LoVe*
KazOku & HDz & Friends of coz!
*wIshLiSt*
- Driving License
- Go Japan/Korea/Aust/China
- My own CAR VW yellow colour
- Fujitsu Laptop
- Levis Jeans/tee
- Hong Kong trip
- DKNY watch
- Perm Hair?
- A new wallet!
but everythingmeans nothing.
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
first time flung an interview
Yup yup... flung my interview at crabtree. Followed hui's suggestion, called up crabtree and ask them if I am shortlisted. And I was not selected, the vacancy have been taken up already. Abit dissappointed thought can get the job but SOrry.. didn't.
Don't worry ppl, I will keep my fire going... will look for jobs AGAIN. Till the day I got my job. My mom asked me to call back the japanese company and see if they can accept me again. But I told my mom I do not want too because I don't like working in a office environment. I know I will be able to gain lots of experience over the travel company but I just like to mingle with people... Think I am a talkative girl... =p
Sent in my resume to Carol from Coach. She asked me to sent in my resume by tonight and she will ask her admin staff to arrange an interview for me. Hope I can score this time round. If not, I will need to go and look for my sis-in-law for help. Need to be thickskinned.
Really wished can get a job soon and also wished that I can give some money to my mom. I already have thought what to give for her for Mother's Day!! There's 2 options to it.. heehee...
Whenever I read my mom's email, tears would sure roll down my cheeks. I really am missing my mom now! Maybe because of the situation I'm in, jobless and also sometimes having war with my dad. Really very dramatic.. i find sometimes.. the things that causes me and my dad to quarrel. Sometimes find it funny when the whole thing is over. During that situation, I'm blowing MAD!! Blood shoot to the brain!!
Can't afford to stress myself so much as I really do not wish to be admitted to hospital once AGAIN just by the stress that I am facing!! I can't control myself for not stressing myself!! I find myself really weird, a weird carpricorn. Always thinking of the bad side, not the bright side... Think I need to bring a mirror wherever i go... to brighten things up!
Yesterday while walking back home from market, really wished I can give Hdz a treat when I got my pay. Get the time to gather, with them alone or with their other half. Just have dinner and chat...
That's all... hungry now.. want to go and take my dinner already then after that going to meet 4/1 ppl at parkway gelare. Think spent some time with my friends rather with TV right. Make some sacrifice. Bye Bye.. want to eat my steamed groupa and cabbage soup. Yummy!!
Fang Fang :+: Love On :+: 8:06:00 pm
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i've waitedall my life.
