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you're my song.

it's been so long.
i never had a chance to play this for you.
cos everytime the music starts,
i always cannot go with the tune.
and then you went away,
now the lyrics seem to stray.
so ~~how~~ can i not love you?
when i live just for you.
you took away the heart in me,
that once beat in harmony.
now, i am torn apart,
feeling unemotional somehow.
sometimes, i can't help but cry.
i miss the way we used to be.
and the sad part,
the song i made,
is just a music that will fade.

but everythingmeans nothing.

Thursday, March 23, 2006
Tired Day

Today (wednesday 21/03/06) went back to Brd to meet up with Junie and Yvonne. Went back in the afternoon back there to decorate the notice board. The notice board is now 3 times smaller compared to last time the notice board, there's pro and cons abt it. Good thing is no need to decorate so much and bad thing is can't put much information.
Saw the squad today, their performance not very happy abt it... Talk to them at the end of the day, but was doing my cutting and colouring while they were training. The company is much smaller compared to last time, everything change and so does the way they do things. Saw some of the old teachers, Mr Ong, Mr Ken, Mr Rahman, Mdm Sim, Mrs Lee and Ms Sin. But did not walk up to them and talk to them. Mr Ken told me why we (old brdcian) shld come back and help them do the notice board. They shld do it themselves. Was wondering this question too, when I was still a guide, there's no one to help us do the notice except we ourself and our own guides of same age. Teacher would want to see the notice board done by certain time. And is BIG notice board compared to the current one.
Now I know how does Junie felt at times, when you see the girls the way they behave or perform, I think reen will also vomit blood or her blood will boil too... The students now are all very pampered.
Stayed at school till 6pm then after that head down to Kallang Mac to conitnue on the planning of the June Camp. Was very surprise by myself that I am here helping them on their notice board and their June Camp. Really missed those tired and crazy days in GG. Junie and I planned till 8.30pm then went to my sis house for dinner and stayed there till 11pm after the Jewel in the palace show end.
While walking to mac, it was raining heavily and we saw two malays girls with no umbrella and they were soaking wet, so we sheltered them all the way from the traffice light junction to Mac. They thank us and it felt good to help someone. I waved good bye to them when they were leaving Mac.
Now going to sleep after a hot shower and a cup of ginger tea, tml going to study for my theory and clean up the house and also to read a book I've borrowed from the library. Take Care ppl!! Ciaoz!!

Fang Fang :+: Love On :+: 12:14:00 am

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