strum
thesinger
thelyrics
thechords
themelody
foryou
you're
my song.
it's been so long.
i never had a chance to play this for you.
cos everytime the music starts,
i always cannot go with the tune.
and then you went away,
now the lyrics seem to stray.
so how can i not love you?
when i live just for you.
you took away the heart in me,
that once beat in harmony.
now, i am torn apart,
feeling unemotional somehow.
sometimes, i can't help but cry.
i miss the way we used to be.
and the sad part,
the song i made,
is just a music that will fade.
and the reasonis you.


*OnaMaiwA*
Shu Fang a.k.a Fang Fang
*geNdeR*
joSei
*aGe*
hImiTsu
*d.o.b*
12th jAn
*LoVe*
KazOku & HDz & Friends of coz!
*wIshLiSt*
- Driving License
- Go Japan/Korea/Aust/China
- My own CAR VW yellow colour
- Fujitsu Laptop
- Levis Jeans/tee
- Hong Kong trip
- DKNY watch
- Perm Hair?
- A new wallet!

but everythingmeans nothing.
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
Bad Day
Last night had serious cramp AGAIN! Went to East Shore A&E department. Sat on the wheelchair and went in to see doc... My body totally no strength.. need my mom to help me to my dad's car. Face totally pale like a white piece of paper. Kept vomitting... waited till my mom had her dinner and shower cause she just got back home from malaysia last night and then I was in pain.. so gave her some time to take her dinner and shower. While I still rolling over my floor...
Took 2 jabs at my butt!! Then lied on the bed for like 20~30mins... during that time after the jab, more pain... was holding on the pillow... then went back home after taking my medicine and sat the wheelchair to my dad's car then headed home. When reached home, lied on the floor, wanted to sleep... was very drowsy but then was feeling hungry too, cause didn't consume any food. Afterall, all my food came out... My mom cooked porridge for me... then my cousin said someone can walk and jump already after the jab.... then I smiled. Cause usually after the jab, I'm much much better... But till now~ my butt still hurt!! The injection place. (-___-")
This afternoon went back hospital to do my ultra-sound scan and I need to kept on drinking water in order to scan as they want my bladder to be FULL... so I keep drinking water frm 12:30pm to 2pm!! Kept on drinking water till I'm filled with water! After the scan then went to coffeeshop to take my lunch at 3pm. Waited for the result and then consult a doctor. The doctor said everything is ok from the scan... She asked me consume the medicine if I have any pain. Just two visits to the hospital cost me $200++. Last night was afraid that I would be admitted to the hospital because I kept on vommitting and really in pain. Luckily was not admitted. *phew* But now feeling much much better just that no appetite to eat, only want to eat fruits and veggies only. Dare not drink plain water cause had ENOUGH during the day! Haiz.. Weak Fang Fang now still waiting for job reply...
Fang Fang :+: Love On :+: 11:37:00 pm
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i've waitedall my life.

