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Friday, April 21, 2006
Busy Girl

Sorry for not updating~! Was really really very busy with my new job. Have been doing OT for the past 2 nights. Have done 3 times OT so far, worked for nearly 2 weeks already, am still adapting to the environment and the system and also trying hard to remember the names of the bags. Still have not signed my appointment letter, so not sure what is my salary like. As long as they pay me, I am happy with it.
Have collected my letter memo from the Malaysia High Com and it took them 40mins to do so, as they couldn't find my letter! And I can't go for my break during work time as they count the time I take to MHC as my break time so went to B1 to get my dinner which was bread and soya milk with water.
Was very stressed during the beginning as it was totally different environment from airport and also my new colleague. They said I am very quiet. Imagine me quiet not talking much just stand there and serve customers. Not the noisy girl who keep talking talking and more talking. I couldn't really click with my new colleagues except one or two. But I can click better with 2 more new colleagues. I will be stationed at Takashimaya instead of Raffles City. boo hoo... thought I would be working at RC as it is much nearer to my place compared to Taka. Everyday managed to break the egg, but not much sales compared to my colleagues.
Today went to open a bank account and my lunch was bread. Was almost late for work today, 'dinner' was fish soup noodle at Lucky Plaza. The soup noodle is nice but I find it expensive as it cost $4.50 for one bowl. I also quite like another shop the wan tan mee selling at $2.50 I find it reasonable. My lunch always so expensive, more expensive then my transport man.
For my this job, went to have a haircut and also trimmed my eyebrow and also applying make-up everyday~! Imagine me with make-up?! My supervisor had set a standard for me, for make-up and hair and attire... Everything abt me from head to toe. He said I must changed and ask me why I don't dress up etc...
In my mind was thinking, as long as I am comfortable with what I am wearing I am happy and I don't looked very untidy or what. But he keeps on pointing abt me this and that. He said work in Fashion line, need to update with the fashion trend. But in my mind was 'I am unique' I just do whatever I am happy with. Really feel like tell him to push me to much suddenly... I can't stand him, coz he can talk ALL DAY LONG!! Find him very noisy, want to find some quiet moment also very hard. I know he have good intention but don't force me.
One day was working morning shift and told them I was really very very stress and my colleagues told me good stress is good, make changes to it and don't run away from it. Imagine me fashion girl.. haha.. But I wouldn't change my heart and thinking. I will be the same old Fang Fang, innocent at heart. Whatever I listen or see, will just be forgotten and just do what I think is right. I just keep telling myself 'I am unique and don't follow what the others are doing, just remain who I am'
Maybe some of you agree or disagree with me. Sorry for a suddent LONG entry. Tomorrow will be out hunting for heels and some make-up equiments I need. Think will slowly improve my make-up. But still prepare myself with no make-up. Natural is still the BEST!!!

Fang Fang :+: Love On :+: 12:59:00 am

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