strum
thesinger
thelyrics
thechords
themelody
foryou
you're
my song.
it's been so long.
i never had a chance to play this for you.
cos everytime the music starts,
i always cannot go with the tune.
and then you went away,
now the lyrics seem to stray.
so how can i not love you?
when i live just for you.
you took away the heart in me,
that once beat in harmony.
now, i am torn apart,
feeling unemotional somehow.
sometimes, i can't help but cry.
i miss the way we used to be.
and the sad part,
the song i made,
is just a music that will fade.
and the reasonis you.


*OnaMaiwA*
Shu Fang a.k.a Fang Fang
*geNdeR*
joSei
*aGe*
hImiTsu
*d.o.b*
12th jAn
*LoVe*
KazOku & HDz & Friends of coz!
*wIshLiSt*
- Driving License
- Go Japan/Korea/Aust/China
- My own CAR VW yellow colour
- Fujitsu Laptop
- Levis Jeans/tee
- Hong Kong trip
- DKNY watch
- Perm Hair?
- A new wallet!

but everythingmeans nothing.
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
Eczema
Back to update. Today woke up and notice my lips are SWOLLEN again!!! Same as 2 years ago~~~ I was so worried that I quickly called my mom and asked her for help. Cause it was bad and its itchy.
Now feeling better but lips are still swollen that is not that bad compared to morning. If tomorrow is still the same, will be heading down to hospital. I hope that I will not be admitted in.
My mom said my swelling lips can be cause by stress, diet and living environment. I did some reading on Eczema and some states it can cause by intense emotion. Last night cried because of my dad and also the things I want to do. Sometimes really wondering if I am suffering from depression or whatever illness. Am going crazy... feel like go for a blood test to check what I am allergic to.
Feel that my life and my family in a MESS! Who can save/guide me?? I think I am the only person who can help myself.
I can't stress myself!! I don't want end up in hospital again!!!!!
Fang Fang :+: Love On :+: 2:10:00 am
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i've waitedall my life.

