Decision

Think have made up my mind. Chat with lots of ppl last night, and I think I will go not go for the Japanese company and I can forsee I will be very STRESS and the pay is very little. I do not want to end up in hospital again, cause my that illness last time can be caused by STRESS too.
Haha~ just had my self-prepared dinner and had a scolding from my dad over dinner. I will just stand firm on what I think is right. Will just treat it as he is just singing a song which keep repeating that few lines over and over again.
Life is short and I want to make it a happy one. Not a troubled and worried one. I have made my decision. =D Had a sleepless night, then today wake up nearly noon time, checked email and do laundry washing. Washed my comfortor and the clothings, 2 rounds then sweeped and mopped the floor. Haven't clean my room yet so does my cupboard, cause now my clothings are now sort of in a mess.
Everything will slowly take its place, I know it will. So I wouldn't be lost again. The feeling of beng lost is not very good. Think now is my worst journey of my life now. But will slowly overcome it.