update

today busy day for me, received a call from the company which i sent my resume on sunday night and the next morning they gave me a call and asked me to go down for an interview tml and what are the things i need to bring. Went to MOE to reprint my cert and after that went to orchard to apply for job then went to take photo and also to laminate my cert plus banking in money for my mom. Can't wait to read the books which i've borrowed it frm library on sunday.
came back frm malaysia on sat afternoon which actually i shld arrive in the morning then in the afternoon coz the train kept on breaking down and stop at one of the major station for like 2hrs or so. And i was in the 2nd class cabin and it was really cold... lucky had my extra towel with me. Yup, went in to malaysia all by myself the 2nd time. Went in on monday morning, took morning train and reached my grandmother place in the late evening. When I reached my mom shop gave her a BIG hug as I missed her so much coz had a BIG arguement with my dad. I slammed the door and ignore him, I even talked back to him and of coz I cried, he this time he really hurt me and he also dissappoint me as a father that didn't trust his daughter. Long story, don't want to talk abt it. The friends that I know at my mother place all seems excited to see me back there and they all welcome me back there. It felt so goood to get away from stress and my father.
Did not talk much to my dad, still having sort of cold war with him. I JUST WANT TO DO WHAT I WANT TO DO. So stop commenting on the things I WANT TO DO and stop questioning me! I OWN MY OWN LIFE NOT U.
Think I am starting to feel some distance with this person, like always doubting me. And to shan, I keep on pointing to ur face is because want u to take note of it. I did not do it on purpose. If you are stress or what just try to calm urself down or listen to some slow music. No need to come and bring up things which is like wks ago and typing over it online. Whatever it is, i will just take it as i didn't see and talk abt anything as i have read some things from ur blog. think this entry is a happy one to an angry one. *forgive and forget, life is SHORT*